This will be my first blog ever..isnt that grand
I hope someone will read it but if not I wouldnt be suprised.
I am coming to a crossroads in my life
I am 29 years old living in a small town in Kansas
I have a good job that pays well and allows me alot of freedom (I can even take a nap here) but I cant afford to pay all my bills and I cant motivate my wife enough to do much of anything.
I need to find another job...Im considering joining the national guard
anything to change my situation.
I am weak and unassertive but I realize that so I can still change.
I often feel like I have no control
